Life is a Bitch.

Thursday, June 25, 2009'♥

I DREAD GOING WORK SO MUCH.. =(
Im late everyday coz i refuse to get up until 7.30 - 7.45
Sux.
I need to find back the motivation
But aiyah, hard lah!
Sigh..

Zombie@6/25/2009 04:30:00 PM

Thursday, June 18, 2009'♥

im gonna crawl home after meeting later
this is the max i can tahan already
i think im gonna faint any minute soon..
;'(

Zombie@6/18/2009 03:46:00 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009'♥

My throat hurts like fuck
Its as rough as sandpaper now.
Plus, the itch just refuse to go away
Make my throat worst only!
Then all the others in the pack comes.
Fever. Flu. Body like tau hui. =(
I hope im not having any h1n1 virus. HAS.

Office aircon is crazy
Im freezing like fuck
Feverish on the outside
I dont know if its just aircon or fever lah
I just feel so awfully terrible
I feel like dying pls.

I hate falling sick...
Esp twice in less then a mth...
Why so weak...
=(

Zombie@6/17/2009 09:42:00 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009'♥

I feel so sian of everything
Sian of work
Sian of people
Sian of whatever happens

I dont want to bother anymore.
Sian of bothering so much
N then upset myself even more.
Stupid!

Its better to be like how i was
Do whatever i want
Without giving a single damn to whatever things/ppl around
Carefree!

I realised over the years
I've lost not only my soul,
But also my genuine happiness.
Is that part of life in this growing stage?

Now..
I hate my plastic smiles.
I hate the dull expressions in my eyes.
I hate the way im feeling every now & then
Reflecting myself as 1 lost soul.

Immuned to everything.
Its back to the cant-be-bothered Nat.

I feel so sick..
I dont want to fall sick again please!
;(

Zombie@6/16/2009 10:17:00 AM

Monday, June 15, 2009'♥

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己

其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下

感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人
每个人的心里
都会有一段伤痕

像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留

Zombie@6/15/2009 03:51:00 PM

'♥

Monday Blues...
I feel like leaving office now for a relaxing & lazy afternoon out.
I just have got this super strong urge to.

Whatever u wanna say nor do, its all up to you.
No point repeating things over n over again for years.
Just do what u want.

When accepting me for who i am
Seemed to be the hardest chores
When comes to comprehending with myself
You never use your heart to.

Imagine the dissapointments and words that pierced.
When things got so bad i no longer know how 2 react.
N yet, you know nothing at all.

Never...

Zombie@6/15/2009 02:21:00 PM